Do you, want your whole life to be stuck in an all plain painted room? Where all you can do is stare at the window, stare at the people outside, thinking what are these people doing in their lives? Wondering if the sun feels hotter than yesterday. As weird as it sound, but yes, these are few of my thousand thoughts while sitting at my desk. You know, ive always wanted to live a simple life/world, where money is not the reigning queen but i guess that's impossible because our world now is being controlled by money.
Lately, as i was having a deep thought about what will happen to my life in the future, i find myself confused. Being 20 years old, i have a lot of things that im confused of, and one of them is, "Should i get a job after graduating college?" Yes, that thought has been on in my mind since i started doing my internship. And base on what i have experienced, spending your day at the office facing paper-works and computers is not what i want for my life.
As hard as i tried to avoid discussing with my parents about my life after college, they always asks me about it anyway. And my answer is always... I don't know. After hearing my answer,they would lecture me about how important getting a corporate job but i understand them, i always do, they just want what's best for me, but i have a need deep inside of my heart that must be fulfilled in order to live my life to the fullest, and that is something i don't know yet. Right now, im hoping that my parents will not drag me into the line of pinned up human that works for money in order to have a better life... but ends up regretting. I don't want that.
Sorry for the trash beside me guys, honestly we didn't know that there was a trash photobombing me :(
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