Some things are just hard.
November 27, 2013
Ever since i got the message of how the world works, i feel sorry. For myself of course! I gotta admit, that i will never be a like everyone else, who can run when in a hurry, who can walk/squat if needed to, who can wear anything without without having people thinking "Why she's wearing that? Doesn't she know that her bum is so flat and small that even my bare fist is curvier and bigger?". I know that being like me is like sky away from my dreams. Im not belittling myself but i get it when people chooses someone who can help themselves in a difficult situations without tripping.
One thing i noticed is that, a person will stick to you if you can give something in return that will give an advantage to them. I've seen it, ive played it, but i kept my mouth shut about it because i don't want something to heat up. That if i say something about it, i will lose something, something that is very special to me, something that if i will take a risk i know ill be paying. And i know that that price is "LONELINESS". Tell me, who among you here loves being alone? Loves eating out at a resto alone? Loves walking down alone? Loves sitting down in a class alone? Certainly not me.
Eventhough im an introvert, i still prefer to be with everybody if im out in public. Because i don't want people to say that "Oh such a poor poor girl, she's alone. Doesn't she have any friends? Oh i know! Because she's limp and nobody wants to be friends with her." Which is definitely false because i have quite a few hand-picked friends, i just don't want other people to think of me 'that way' because even if i kinda am, i still resist to be 'it' and i just don't want to be 'it.' Maybe it's safe to say that im a clingy person who is afraid being in a place where everybody seems to be face-familiar yet a definitely stranger.
I may put on a cheeks-stretched-eyes-closed-all-teeth-smile but deep down inside i am in pain, because some things are just hard to deal with. Even if i appears to be happy and giddy physically but when you dig a little deeper, im no happy gal at all, i am torn apart like a heart broken woman except i am not broken. But even so, i make ways on how to be happy and one of it is "Do not care about what other people think of you" which is definitely hard because i can't help not to think about it because i am involved in the split seconds they think bad about me. I am that sensitive and i am that open to you guys because it kind of help me get through things with all your sweet and lovely comments of how i can get through that and its very very heartwarming and i love you all for that. I know, these words may not be read but thank you anyway.
On the other side of the note, this look is when my family decided to go to the beach, but was postponed because of some important things. I was a little disappointed at hearing the news about our little getaway being postponed because ive prepared for it, i even gathered all my courage to wear shorts at the beach (my first btw!). At our "supposed little getaway", i throw this outfit out, wearing a breezy white top, flower printed shorts, crocs, and i top it off with a baseball cap. But all things are good because the exchange of not getting there is a satisfied and happy hearts of my parents (some big and great news!).
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Oh... you're such a wonderful girl! You look lovely as always and don't worry, I think we all have those times where we feel sorry for ourselves or that everything is so hard yet we put on a mask to show everybody we are okay. Just be strong and pray. :)
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U look very pretty in that outfit. And I can totally relate to what ur feeling... Ive been through it. One thing I learned is that its important to learn to be happy by yourself, because then 'friends' and the company of others becomes a choice and not a necessity.
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Aw I totally know what you mean about feeling lonely and hating the feeling. :x I have the same feelings haha it's silly but I hate sitting by myself whenever there's people around me... I feel like they're all watching/judging me! I guess I feel more sheltered around friends! ^^ Cute sweater, by the way! I followed <3
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