I always thought of myself as an old soul and that im different to everyone. Going out, mingling with the same  typical souls everyday was a very hard thing for me to do. Because they were all like all over the place and what matters to them is how famous you are, how many friends you have, how pretty you are, how skinny you are, how friendly you are, how smart you are... and i just can go on and on. When standing in a room full of crowds, the safest place for me was to sit into the corner of the room, just watching how slowly the time tick by.