Hello lovely readers! How are you? I hope you're all fine because im fantastic! I don't know what gets me into a good mood these past few days, but i just feel that im at my best this year. No, im not talking about achievements and stuff, but from my well being... i feel good. I feel good about myself. The funny and cute thing is that, I got a lot of compliments from people im not closed with. And i rarely get compliments from people, so that really puts a smile on my face.
Since i finished my OJT, i made a promise to be a better a version of myself. And that includes waking up early, getting back to my healthy diet and of course sleeping early in the evening. But so far, im not doing great ╥﹏╥ In fact, i never started those yet. It's just that when i get caught up in a moment where im doing something enjoyable, i tend to forget (purposely) the task i assigned to myself. And lately, im so uninspired to get things done, like people need to push my ass off to get me moving. Yes, laziness becomes me.
Since the first time i saw this Pleated Round Neckline Dress from TBdress, which you can check it here. I immediately fell inlove with it, not just because of its Burning Red Color but because it was modeled by the one and only Cara Delevingne. When i tried this dress on, my parents comments were "You look good in that dress." so its definitely a Parent Approved Dress. Also, it's not really that short, it falls exactly into your knees, showing just enough skin. By wearing this dress alone, i could be a head turner, but i just can't go on, without a statement necklace.
What im about to tell you all my lovely readers is a story from a mailed letter i sneakily read many years ago. So the story goes something like this, being a sneaky little kid as i was, going through my mums stuff was something i loved to do. And one thing i can visibly remember is that i love eating her lipsticks, yes, EAT. I don't know whats gotten into me at that time, its just that lipsticks for me was/is tasty but i don't eat lipsticks nowadays, no. My mum would always scold me why eat her lipsticks, haha fun times (◡‿◡✿)
I always wanted to sleep early in the evening so that I won’t
be sleep deprived in the next morning. So last night, I went to bed early
around 8:30 but I just couldn't sleep. Even if I shut my eyes so hard, my mind
still wanders, so I decided to check my phone and realized that its already 10
pm! As frustrated as I am, I decided to open my instagram and twitter, and I shuffle
all the songs in my phone and ditched my over-used playlist. I swear, if I like
a song I will play it over and over again until I get bored haha. While I was
busy looking up at my IG feeds, a song Bless the Broken Road by Rascal Flatts kicks in my eardrums. And I
was like ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ)
with a little bit of ಥ‿ಥ
because
Do you, want your whole life to be stuck in an all plain painted room? Where all you can do is stare at the window, stare at the people outside, thinking what are these people doing in their lives? Wondering if the sun feels hotter than yesterday. As weird as it sound, but yes, these are few of my thousand thoughts while sitting at my desk. You know, ive always wanted to live a simple life/world, where money is not the reigning queen but i guess that's impossible because our world now is being controlled by money.
