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July 27, 2014

Do you, want your whole life to be stuck in an all plain painted room? Where all you can do is stare at the window, stare at the people outside, thinking what are these people doing in their lives? Wondering if the sun feels hotter than yesterday. As weird as it sound, but yes, these are few of my thousand thoughts while sitting at my desk. You know, ive always wanted to live a simple life/world, where money is not the reigning queen but i guess that's impossible because our world now is being controlled by money. 

Lately, as i was having a deep thought about what will happen to my life in the future, i find myself confused. Being 20 years old, i have a lot of things that im confused of, and one of them is, "Should i get a job after graduating college?" Yes, that thought has been on in my mind since i started doing my internship. And base on what i have experienced, spending your day at the office facing paper-works and computers is not what i want for my life. 

As hard as i tried to avoid discussing with my parents about my life after college, they always asks me about it anyway. And my answer is always... I don't know. After hearing my answer,they would lecture me about how important getting a corporate job but i understand them, i always do, they just want what's best for me, but i have a need deep inside of my heart that must be fulfilled in order to live my life to the fullest, and that is something i don't know yet. Right now, im hoping that my parents will not drag me into the line of pinned up human that works for money in order to have a better life... but ends up regretting. I don't want that.

Sorry for the trash beside me guys, honestly we didn't know that there was a trash photobombing me :(

beanie: Pink Shoppe
pants & top: DS
shoes: EazyFashion

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  1. lovely!


  2. You look amazing ;-) I really like this pink touch ;)

  3. Love ur bag :)

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  4. Love your outfit, you look great. :)

  5. nice bag..


  6. Lovely post Sarah. About the job - chill girl, it's okay. You'll find out what you wanna do and if you wanna work straight after college. I'm currently both working and studying and it can be stressful.

    Lovely outfit xx

    Crissy from MY CUP OF TEA

  7. Amazing post! I'm only 16 years old and all I get asked is what I want to become in life. How could I know? :)

    Love,Sara Wallflower

  8. Nice &so sweet post,, :-) nice colors,,,nice style-match.. much kisses,keep in touch,,

  9. i can relate to this post because i always in my bedroom and always staring to the ceiling what to do, and i think why not to do a blog.. et voila messyhair and everywhere was born!!

    btw. i missed that place I always go there with my friends :) and i love the bag!! <3


  10. Adorable outfit! I like the black and white and the collar of the peplum top :) Very cute ;3

    isa | http://stoerensexy.blogspot.be

  11. Cutie Sarah!!! <3
    Uncertainties are always present dear, I guess we just need to have the courage to face. Some good things indeed have to end but we couldn't read/ write our own stories without turning a page.Good luck dear! I'm wishing you happiness as always =)

    love lots,


  12. Amazing! Love this outfit,specially that top


  13. Such a cute outfit, but we are so with you on this. The key is finding a job that makes you want to get out of bed in the morning. We've learned over time that jobs aren't all cut and dry, 9-5 paper pushing things, they can be creative, fun, and give you the ability to try new things. Those jobs are out there. Good luck love :)

    xx 365hangers

  14. Super cute outfit! I love the pop of pink you added with that bag :))

    Kisses, Kali
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  15. I believe its normal to feel this way. Don't stress yourself about it. Just explore and find something you enjoy doing. I believe if you enjoy what you do as a profession, there's fulfillment. Prayer is the key too. On the outfit - you look cute. I like the blouse. :)


  16. your outfit is so cute! love the blouse and the details on the neckline.
    About your thoughts about the future, I completely understand, I'm there right now, I have a 8 to 5 office job but it is a job as a graphic designer. I get to design awesome bikes, gain experience, be creative and work with a great team. With this I just want to tell you that it doesn't have to be bad! yeah I know, I wish I wouldn't have to be in a office most of the time but I love my job and I'm happy I got it. If you find a job you love your perspective will change :) believe me! just give it time.


  17. Love your bag.
    I know exactly how you feel. I think you need to think about a job that really you want as same as your passion might be a great future job for you girl. ;)



  18. Oh this look is so cute, I love the scalloped neck of your top!

    Arianna, Nymphashion ♡

  19. Happy 20, Sarah! That's a beautiful age & I wish I could stay young always :)
    Luxury Haven

  20. Adorable black and white look. Love the hat and the cute top. Hopefully you'll find something you love to do after college and your parents won't drag you into something you don't wat to do. Fingers crossed for you.

  21. This is such a cute look! I really like the pink bag ^^


  22. so cute!


  23. I hope you are able to figure out what you'd truly like to do after college!

    prosecco in the park

  24. Your outfit is so cute! Love the bag too :)

    MJ // www.littlepandacrafts.blogspot.com

  25. Totally falle in love with your hat

    Francesca http://everydaycoffee23.blogspot.it/

  26. All parents act like that! Just try to find your way!
    Fabrizia – Cosa Mi Metto???

  27. Cute look :) And I also agree with you...being 20, almost 21 years old, it's really scary to think about what to do after college >< But someone once told me to enjoy the process of life, not the end results so I bet we are going to be fine! Have a great day Sarah :)

    La Celestials

  28. You look so cool! Great combo!


  29. Fulfill your dreams and do what you are passion about c:
    Anyway you look lovely ^__^ Xx

  30. I love your blouse and the beanie~ You're absolutely adorable <3 Hehe~

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  31. I totally feel you on the whole college thing. I tried it and wasted my time and the professors time because I was not 100% committed. You should follow your own path and do why you love because we only have one life to live and there are no do-overs!


  32. Super lovely outfit dear, the bag is a great pop of color there.


  33. Nice outfit, Sarah! Lovely blouse! <3

  34. Hi Sara! this look is so cute the beanie give a special touch!


  35. Cute outfit, it's perfect for a casual overcast day ^^

    And I know how you feel about the job thing, I graduate uni soon so I have to figure out what to do with my life *sigh*. I want to lead a simple life too, but also don't want to be stuck with an office job, ah what to do...... ;;;. Oh well, I'm sure we'll figure it out though, there's still time :3.

  36. I can totally agree~ I dont want to grow up into a person like that too

  37. I can totally agree<3 I do not what to grow up into that kind of person as well~

  38. Love this outfit, you look great.


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