This year, it opened doors of chances to me and i took all that chances and im just so glad that im becoming what i wanted to be. Im just a little scared though because this will be my last year as a teen, and next year i will be hitting 20 and i just think that it's not fair because i spent my last 3 years in our house, resting. But let's just stay positive because you know what they say ... 'It all happens for a reason.' 

Merry Christmas everyone! I hope you had a blast celebrating the birthday of Jesus. So last night, i stayed up late with my sisters and cousins, to wait the clock to struck 12 and then we all went outside and watched the fireworks display, ahhh that's what i love above Christmas, it's just so loud and colorful and merry! And then early in the morning, we all went out to church and had our lunch at this fancy restaurant. Then mum bought a lot of Christmas gifts for her Amiga's, after all the walking, the talking, the eating, we went home atlast and i was so dead tired but happy! 

This might not be the typical red/black/green ensemble for Christmas but i think its cute enough to pass as a Christmas outfit. I just love the dress with and everything in this wishlist, the hue of the bag is just so refreshing from the pastel and black colors i chose in this wishlist. And im just so inlove the the beaded shoes because its just so sophisticated and rocking the whole outfit. Can you imagine, walking down the street wearing all these? You'd be a total cute bomb! Persunmall has got all of these and it is really worthy to check out their online store.

             

Have you ever thought of having a pretty face, perfect skin & perfect hair instead of having what we have? I sure do. But that was when i was like 13 years old. I would always buy beauty/fashion magazines and would just stare at the pictures of perfect looking models who seems to have got it all. I would often find myself wasting my day by just lying in my bed and imagining things of what i should have and what should i look like. These things started when i figured that a pretty face could get you somewhere, could catch somebody's attention, & could boost your self-esteem without trying so hard. I know i was such a stupid girl back then but i never regretted that i have wished those things because it somehow gave me a way of loving myself and of what i have.