Ever since i got the message of how the world works, i feel sorry. For myself of course! I gotta admit, that i will never be a like everyone else, who can run when in a hurry, who can walk/squat if needed to, who can wear anything without without having people thinking "Why she's wearing that? Doesn't she know that her bum is so flat and small that even my bare fist is curvier and bigger?". I know that being like me is like sky away from my dreams. Im not belittling myself but i get it when people chooses someone who can help themselves in a difficult situations without tripping.
I know this outfit is not much but im proud to say that all the pieces i put in here are all vintage, and it's from my mum and my sister and the only thing i owned in this outfit are the accessories & that black belt which i bought 5 years ago. Yes, 5 years ago but i only used it for like 3 times and just for special occasions. Being the kind of t-shirt and blue jeans kinda girl, i don't really like tucking in my tops and i don't like wearing blazers because there's one time when our neighbor pointed out how i dressed, she said that i look like a company worker because of my blazer. And being a 13 years old little girl, i was ashamed that i even went back to our house and changed my clothes. But things have changed when i began to really loving and sticking to fashion and i started to dont "really" care about their comments.
Last Friday, the super typhoon (Haiyan) "Yolanda" landed in the Philippines and battered the provinces of Eastern Visayas. I was lucky that i lived at the central part of Visayas but throughout the whole 2 days, we felt how strong Yolanda is. A lot of the old trees in our place was cut down by the strong wind, it was very frightening and all we could do is hide away from the flying roofs and branches of trees. But what happened to the other places was much worst than ours.
I may not wear shorts, but this is a different story. Remember when i blogged about going to the mall with my sister after running some errand? Well, you probably have, if you're not busy advertising your blog (mehehe). Moving on, as i was looking for some clothes, i passed by this hangers of cool high waist shorts. I fell in-love with it instantly, it was more like a love at first sight kind of thing. And as my hands was into the motion of getting it, i stopped mid air... i was having a second thought because i don't wear shorts.
Okay, so tomorrow is the end of my sembreak and the official start of the 2nd semester class. Before i had my 3 weeks rest, i had so much plans and i even wrote it and blog about it. Turns out, half of my to-do list was never checked out, because throughout the whole 3 weeks, all i did was eat, eat out, movies, and eat. Yeah! my diet was ruined, my sleep pattern was ruined and i even looked like a pig! Im so sad, im just so sad because i thought i will have a whole lot of fun stuff to do in my sembreak, but all i really did was eat. But on the brighter side--- okay, there is no brighter side because it was all ruined *sob*